It is because of my gorgeous friend Jay that I feel ok today. She emailed me throughout the day, when I sat teary eyed in front of my computer at my desk. As I was walking home she put a call in and wouldn't let me speak, she spoke and said I wasn't alone. It's so nice to be able to not get a word in, to just listen to words of encouragement and to be left thinking about other things to improve my life seeing as I am so unhappy.
I am also blessed to have such an amazing bro, who always puts his own issues aside to give me his own words of encouragement. Often unbiased advice, it's always something I take on board and I always respect.
With regards to my post yesterday, I was so, so angry, I had to get it out. At least it wasn't in front of him and at least I didn't make a fool out of myself by calling him like a psycho and telling him how it is.
I need to let go, I don't know how many more times I can go through another 'break-up' again and another attempt of telling him he needs to let me go.
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